post partum depression has taken a toll on me... I can't even take a shower cuz the moment I do, everything hits me and I just wanna give up and start my self harming again.... been exactly 1 year since I did, and the thoughts are getting worse. I don't want to hurt her but myself is another story....I hate this.....
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Just look at her now. Im sure tye same love and amazement you have for her now is the same you had when she was first born. Its ok. dont worry. you have the rest of your life to make beautiful memories with her. cherish that.
everyone around me tells me to talk to them and I try, but they all think my PPD is about having her and its not. I can't remember my first 48 hours after having her, I had to have an emergency c section and can't remember her. what happens when she asks me about my first thought and moment with her? I can't give her an answer.
You know you have us Preggie girls if you ever need to talk 👍
I know how you feel honey but just think about your precious baby and how she needs you more them anybody in the world. and pray. and I'll be praying with and for you. If you need to talk I'm always here.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Have you prayed sug??? I'm praying with you! Right now!