post partum depression has taken a toll on me... I can't even take a shower cuz the moment I do, everything hits me and I just wanna give up and start my self harming again.... been exactly 1 year since I did, and the thoughts are getting worse. I don't want to hurt her but myself is another story....I hate this.....
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I wish i had a friend to go with me to the tattoo studio later
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
I guess sharing my personal info on here means having it used against me in a personal disagreement yes I was raped and no you have no right to use my daughter against me as a personal jab
It happened....? 2.5 years and today was the day he heard me fart. I thought I could crop dust him, but it came out full force. He looked at me and busted out laughing. ?
Lala·
Have you prayed sug??? I'm praying with you! Right now!
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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Just look at her now. Im sure tye same love and amazement you have for her now is the same you had when she was first born. Its ok. dont worry. you have the rest of your life to make beautiful memories with her. cherish that.
Brandie Kay·
and my other half tells me just to ask him, I shouldn't have to!!
Brandie Kay·
everyone around me tells me to talk to them and I try, but they all think my PPD is about having her and its not. I can't remember my first 48 hours after having her, I had to have an emergency c section and can't remember her. what happens when she asks me about my first thought and moment with her? I can't give her an answer.
Laura·
Мама дочки (1 год), беременна (38 нед.)
You know you have us Preggie girls if you ever need to talk 👍
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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I know how you feel honey but just think about your precious baby and how she needs you more them anybody in the world. and pray. and I'll be praying with and for you. If you need to talk I'm always here.