I’m a mother now.. it’s not about me anymore or him or them .. it’s about her . I live for her. It’s time to realize I don’t need to wait by my phone for a reply , or check the clock constantly ,stomach hurting -mind wondering. Demons trying to come out and play.It’s time for me to sleep when she sleeps so I can be wide awake when she wakes and be the best mommy I can be for my little one. It would be amazing to be able to go out every now and then and have freedom to do whatever sometimes . But...