I can tell my daughters dad and I are not going to live forever ever after.. I want to be married .. he doesn’t ever want to be married (not By me specifically, just in general) and what made me realize this is not how he treats me, even though that should have been number one .. but because I fell in love with a boy name .. I heard a name and he said don’t even think bout it .. and is wanting a vasectomy.. he wants nomire kids .. he has 3 I have 1.. I always dreamt of a bigger family.

Sorry imaginative baby Gatlin.. I will forever want and dream of you ..