I’m a mother now.. it’s not about me anymore or him or them .. it’s about her . I live for her. It’s time to realize I don’t need to wait by my phone for a reply , or check the clock constantly ,stomach hurting -mind wondering. Demons trying to come out and play.It’s time for me to sleep when she sleeps so I can be wide awake when she wakes and be the best mommy I can be for my little one. It would be amazing to be able to go out every now and then and have freedom to do whatever sometimes . But that’s given up since my girl entered this world. I came into realization my daughter will know I have been here since day one for her. And as a mother your life does change , but for the better.. the better is when she can look me in the eye and say she loves me . And she will love me unconditionally.. for who I am and for what I have done..She will love me for me. For always being there when she wakes up or kisses any booboo she may get . Time to stop living for everyone else and trying to make everyone else happy. I cannot please everyone nor am I here to .but My daughter can always count on her mommy to be here for her until the day I die. I love you I.G.I