Michaela

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• 19 & a single mommy. This is my 3rd time being pregnant, 1st miscarriage was at 6 weeks. 2nd miscarriage was at 8 weeks. I love my little love bug more than wor…
  06.03.2016
• im deleting this app. its for ALL mothers no matter what they are going through, and there are so many rude and hateful people on here, that just want to put so…
  24.06.20169 комментариев96 лайков6
• thinking about turning off my phone & going MIA for a little while..
  23.06.20164 лайка4
• its been a week, & I still secretly cry..
  23.06.20163 лайка3
• Scared if I put his last name on the birth certificate, that he will try and take her from me.
  23.06.201612 комментариев121 лайк1
• I feel like I need to get used to this change...
  23.06.2016
• My nesting bug apparently is trying make itself known today.
  22.06.20162 лайка2
• Im glad I got to talk to him last night. I feel so much better.♡
  22.06.20162 лайка2
• Going to see him tonight. Yall send prayers this way for my Family's sake.
  22.06.20163 лайка3
• I feel like he's kind of acting stand off ish towards me.. but then again, he finally texted me. idk. getting mixed signals.
  21.06.20167 комментариев72 лайка2
• I want to text him so bad, asking if he needs anything else, or can I bring him something, and so so so so bad, I want him to say you or my family.♡ But I know …
  21.06.20162 комментария22 лайка2
• Its so hard texting him about Ellie's dr app. it hurts so bad on the inside, but its what i have to do for our little girl.
  21.06.20161 лайк1
• I just realized that Anthony wasn't there when I had both the other miscarriages. Wow..
  21.06.20162 комментария22 лайка2
• I miss him talking to our baby girl, and her kicking him. ♡
  21.06.20162 комментария23 лайка3
• I cant stop thinking about how last week when anthony spent the night at Ryan's, he looked at my belly when i went to pick him up and said, dang, I leave for on…
  21.06.20161 лайк1
• but he did take the clothes I dropped off for him, thank God.
  21.06.20161 лайк1
• but he did take the clothes I dropped off for him, thank God.
  21.06.2016
• it must be hitting me now. I couldnt sleep worth a damn last night. I woke up missing him so bad. its almost been a week and it feels like a life time.
  21.06.20161 лайк1
• So there is a chipmunk that lives around my house in various tunnels and nooks and crannies outside. Me and Anthony used to always see him outside, & he even wa…
  20.06.20162 лайка2
• yesterday, after dropping off anthonys clothes at his work, & getting that text from him. I of course was crying pretty hard. so I get on the interstate, and be…
  20.06.20169 комментариев91 лайк1
• but it makes my day so much brighter, to see my baby girl rolling and flipping and kicking and punching this morning.♡
  20.06.20166 лайков6
• why do I have to keep dreaming about him. <\3
  20.06.20165 комментариев5
• I have had the same arms wrapped around me for 5 years, I miss those arms so much. the same kisses, that im forgetting how they feel. the same smell, thats no l…
  20.06.20163 лайка3
• the only thing he could say to me was in a text and it said, leave me alone we are over. wow. thanks. make me feel great.
  19.06.20162 комментария22 лайка2
• not feeling so strong anymore. when I know that he could be here curled up beside me and his daughter right now.
  19.06.20162 лайка2
• I have begged him to take a day off for 6 months, he decides to run off & gets 2 days off. wow.
  19.06.20162 лайка2
• I would give anything to have my family together on his first fathers day.
  19.06.20163 лайка3
• 19.06.20162 лайка2
• 19.06.20162 лайка2
• So, i have had a total rush of calm come over me. i told anthony I was going to go out on a limb and trust him, to know that there is a reason good enough for h…
  19.06.20165 комментариев56 лайков6
• apparently not. hes not even working today. thats just great.
  18.06.2016
• well, he dont know it. but im going to show up at his job tonight and hope and pray he talks to me, im gonna take him so clothes and some food. I miss my baby. …
  18.06.20165 комментариев52 лайка2
• everyone keeps saying " just leave him, why are you putting up with this, you dont need him." I do. he's my babys father, he is the love of my life. you cant ju…
  18.06.201614 комментариев145 лайков5
• well, he went to work. then, I asked him to call me when he got off work, & he turns his phone off & doesnt bother to contact me. idk if he left the shop or wha…
  18.06.20164 лайка4
• I miss my best friend.
  17.06.20163 комментария31 лайк1
• Managed to get 2 hours of sleep, and ate a Bagle. No one has heard from anthony still, but I called the county jail & hes not in there. He has to show up to wor…
  17.06.20164 комментария41 лайк1
• I was that little girl with no dad, & now my daughter will be. I feel so guilty, but I tried to make him see.
  17.06.20166 комментариев63 лайка3
• if only he could see how much I hurt, from him.
  17.06.20162 лайка2
• All i wanted was my happy ending.
  17.06.20166 комментариев65 лайков5
• I think im going to have a panic attack. ive been balling my eyes out for the past hour. I just want to go to sleep. im tired of feeling like this, & I know my …
  17.06.20164 комментария42 лайка2
• He ran off. Idk where he is, or where he went. Idk when he left or why. I just know he's breaking my heart & filling my head with lies.
  17.06.20162 лайка2
• I am 99% sure he is buying pills again. I tried to open up to him today and he basically told me to get the fuck over it. I don't want to be a single mom, but i…
  16.06.201612 комментариев123 лайка3
• I tried at least.
  16.06.20161 лайк1
• ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆RANT☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ SO, the ones that follow me know that Ryan is anthonys best friend. Well, ever since anthony started back working for his old boss, he wor…
  16.06.20161 комментарий15 лайков5
• Can I fix my mamaroo?? Its just the bottom part thats broken.
  15.06.20169 комментариев9
• Baby girl was so happy daddy came home finally.
  14.06.20168 лайков8
• a month before I found out I was pregnant, to yesterday.. ( 25 weeks).
  14.06.20163 лайка3
• a month before I found out I was pregnant, to yesterday.. ( 25 weeks).
  14.06.201610 лайков10
• a month before I found out I was pregnant, to yesterday.. ( 25 weeks).
  14.06.20165 лайков5
• Well, I finally got in touch with anthony.
  14.06.20161 комментарий11 лайк1
• I wish I could get my mind off of him, & ignore him like he ignores me.
  13.06.20169 комментариев91 лайк1