im trying. I really am. it's going to tear me apart, but someome will one day put me back together piece by piece and actually care. they always try when its too late. I feel so alone. here it is 6:20 in the morning, the sun is coming up and I cant sleep because im wondering what I did so wrong, & why his daughter and I arent enough for him.. @tarynrene

I was thinking these same exact things a few hours ago. but at some point you have to put YOU first. it'll hurt like hell now, maybe even worse tomorrow & the next day. they always care later on when its too late & you've found your own happiness. you may not have him at your side now but you're damn sure not alone.

I dont understand how he could do this. Honestly, I feel like killing myself. im so sick of putting up with his shit. but I know that my little girl needs me more than anything. im so sick of being heartbroken. when he doesnt even care. @tarynrene

easier said than done, but keep your head up for your baby. we're in the same boat.