thinking of leaving or having some time off... I feel like I will have a breakdown soon and things will go out of hand.. I feel a need of finding myself again.. I really think I need to this.. I don't wanna wait till the breakdown and lose my family for good.. atleast if I do it now there still a chance.. but my husband won't let me go with my daugther he's thinking I am not coming back which is I can understand if he thinks that way.. so I am thinking of leaving without my daughter I know my husband will take a good care of her.. but I feel like this will make me a bad mom. but I feel like I really need to go but then at the same time feels like I'm making a bad decision