is it just me or did anyone feel like they lost their self when they had a baby?? like you feel so overwhelmed and you feel confused.. like it feels like your not yourself anymore.. this responsibilities , this sleepless night, this baby crying, being alone everyday no one to talk to.. I feel like I need a break from this.. just a couple of days off of everything's that going on, just a couple of days of goodnight sleep.. just couple of days to find myself again.. just a couple of days to breathe... I love my baby but I don't wanna lose myself along the way.. I feel emotionally and physically tired..

I feel horrible having this feelings, I shouldn't feel this way, this is my responsibilities this is how it's going to be like from now on.