First time mommy <3
Happily engaged!
Aries Sun, Libra Moon.
Sagittarius Asc.
My daughter will be raised like the hippie soul I am :)
Baby Alice Jacqueline fell down the rabbit hole (haha) 13 days early, on August 26th! Now she gets to experience our Wonderland <3

Guess who got engaged last night!!! <3 I am beyond happy :)

Any other momma's bleed a bunch after they had their baby? And I don't mean the initial bleeding, but periods. I'm 10 weeks PP and I've had two periods and I still spot on and off :( No fun!

9 weeks PP and I've already had 2 periods, and today I'm starting my second month on birth control pill. I've been crampy since yesterday and I'm starting to discharge a little bit of brown, thick blood? what the hell! And on top of that last night I had a dream that I got pregnant again already. :/ no fun.

7 1/2 weeks PP, I bled/spotted for 6 weeks and then had my period for almost a week, and now I'm starting to spot again? I'm on my third week of taking birth control pill also. Is me spotting now a normal thing? I have cramping too, but I've had that since after I delivered.

So I've been spotting on and off since delivery (6 weeks ago today) and now today I'm already having a full on period. I'm breastfeeding and that isn't fair :(

I'm so sick of this stupid anxiety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anybody else experience really bad sharp pains PP? My OB set up an ultrasound for me after I told her about the pains I keep having after I had Alice (1 month ago yesterday). They're on my pant line right beneath my belly. :/ Does anybody know what it could be? I was hoping she would tell me it was normal. :(

Something is seriously wrong with my boobs :( They hurt, they burn, they itch, and I just pumped because I want to try and give them a break tonight from nursing, and outta both sides I didn't even get 2 oz! it's been 2 hours since she fed, and whenever I do pump I usually get around 4. What is wrong with me?! I'm so upset. This won't even fill her up next time she's hungry, which should be soon. ugh.

My boobs hurt SO BADLY! :( One month breastfeeding, why do they hurt so bad now? They sting and feel like rugburn, and overall feel heavy and like I'm being stabbed :( ughhhh. I can't have anything touch them, no shirt or bra the last two days unless I really need to. This sucks!

9 months without smoking and now that she's here and I'm breastfeeding, NOW I crave cigarettes again? :( fuck.