Full time mommy (currently on leave)
Expecting our 2nd (Team Pink)
With my husband since Jan 2 2008
Married Aug 29 2014
In April My husband was diagnosed with cancer so it's been a hard last few months.
Have a little monster of a son who just started preschool
I was diagnosed with PCOS at 18 and thought I wouldn't have children.
God had other plans!!!
Pro life
Pro Breastfeeding

I feel like I am lossing my mind my 4 year old has started acting out and cying over everything. I can not take it and my husband doesn't know how to handle the situation the proper way ever. I have been over doing it since I've only been home from the hospital 3 days but I'm still having to do everything myself. I just want to relax I literally have been tempted to just pack me and the baby up and leave my 4 year old and husband to fend together and have to get along.

We had our new bundle of joy last night at 6:04 pm. Lilly Parker Hall made her apperance weighing 6 lbs 8 oz and is 19 inches long. My water broke at 8:30 am want to the hospital contractions started lost my show when they asked for my urine sample. Went from 4-7 1/2 in 2 hours and got my epidural just in time after getting it the checked I was passed 8 cm. I almost had her naturally with no pain meds but I was started to pass out from the pain. She did scare us when they had me do our practic...

on my way to L&D ladies wish me luck.

So I got up at 830 and heard and felt a pop now every time I stand up I have mini gushes of clear fluid my water had to be broken with my first but I think this may be it with my second. what do you ladies think?

well I am starting to guess this little girl has officially decide to stay in until she is evicted on my induction date. I really hoped and prayed she would come before. :( I am so exhausted at this point I had already had my son and was home. :(

We are an hour away from my doctors appointment. I'm getting excited and nervous really hoping that they just keep me and walk me over to L&D that would be ideal right now. With all the stress and the way these B&H contractions have been, not to mention the hip and pelvis pain please just let me have my baby girl already. I am praying for them to let me just stay.

So ready have had contractions about 45 minutes apart today. Walked a lot with my hubby today and after the monster goes to sleep me and hubby get us time. Last time probably for several months due to me having Lilly and him having his surgery. Hopefully that will push me into labor since tommorrow is my Dr appointment where they either sweep my membrane or induce me anyway. Girls send me every good thought vibe and prayer I need this baby here and asap.

2 more days til I see the Dr again. I wish Lilly would just make her apperance before then. Midwife will either be doing a membrane sweep or inducing within the week praying she just starts up tonight. I'm in so much pain and just ready to be able to relax. Trying to take care of a sick husband and a 4 year old while on no sleep and can barely walk due to SPD is not easy or comfortable. I can't wait to have this pain gone and to be able to function properly to take care of everyone.

Had my appointment on Tuesday baby girl is heads down 6 lbs 7 oz and my midwife said we will most likely start the baby arrival process next tuesday if baby girl doesn't decide to come on her own sooner. I was also talking with my midwife about how I am extremely discouraged because I wanted no pain meds originally for this one, but my pain level has already been through the roof with my BH to the point were I am almost in tears. She said that my pain tolerance my be low due to the stress of my ...