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Alex
Alex
Мама сына (4 года), беременна (30 нед.)

Ladies, This mama needs prayers, good vibes, and some major guidence right now. Although 7 months pregnant and all is…

Ladies,

This mama needs prayers, good vibes, and some major guidence right now. Although 7 months pregnant and all is well with Lilly as most of you know hubby has cancer. It's really starting to negatively affect him and his emotions and he is starting to want to give up on treatment. I know it is his overall decision, but it scares me to think he may give up. Without Chemotherapy they already told us it will spread quickly due to it being a form of cancer that can multiply extremely fast. I have been praying non stop lately, I just hate watching him cry and know I can't fix his problem and pain. He is my stronghold and always has been and now he's so weak. It terrifies me. I have had to be super strong these last 2 and 1/2 months and I just want to break down and cry. I thought that is expecting our little girl and having our amazing 4 year old would help him push harder and not want to give up, but he's at a breaking point and watching him disintegrate in front of me is breaking me. I keep reminding him he needs to do this and that he's not in this alone, but I feel like he is shutting me out. Going on leave in August can't get here fast enough so that I can help him more and our son will be in preschool 3 days a week and Lilly will be here. Time just needs to go a little quicker. I'm so scared that if he stops I will loss him and after 9 years and 2 children I don't know what I would do without him. I don't really know life without him.

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leahmommy

Chanel

В ожидании первенца

That made me cry... I will be praying for you and him and the little ones.. God will not fail you.. Just gotta believe and have faith

bugmama

Alex

Мама сына (4 года), беременна (30 нед.)

I appreciate the prayers and I'm holding on as strong as possible to my faith right now that's all I have to get me through each day. @nelly1991

leahmommy

Chanel

В ожидании первенца

Good you have too.. If you need to talk message me any time

bugmama

Alex

Мама сына (4 года), беременна (30 нед.)

Thank you I really appreciate it.

del_1532039424_goodjourney

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i will pray for u. i was in church today and tgey spoke about having faith in the lord to do the impossible. when we all pray no matter how little our faith is. we build agianst the enemy. they even told a story about a stage 4 cancer patient now in remission. keep praying for him and so will i!

bugmama

Alex

Мама сына (4 года), беременна (30 нед.)

Thank you I really appreciate it. God definitely preforms miracles. The bible says "For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them." So I truly appreciate the prayers. @goodjourney

del_1532039424_goodjourney

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you are very welcome. and im here of you need to talk

morganmommy79

Marilu

Faith was also talked about in my church tonight so that tells me one thing... KEEP THE FAITH. I know it's hard for u right now and him too but that's why we are here, to help carry the burden for u through prayer. When you pray use the POWER God gave you! In Jesus name!!!!

bugmama

Alex

Мама сына (4 года), беременна (30 нед.)

Amen. Thank you. @morganmommy79

angelao777

Angela

Мама подростков, ждёт третьего

Prayers being sent your way! Tell him to stay strong and that we are all praying for his recovery!!! If you need anything just let me know. You stay strong too, he really needs your strength right now to see him through.

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