So 33 weeks + 1 today with number 2 and I swear this little girl is going to make an early escape. I told my hubby today that I may not make it to my work end date of August 12th because of the pain I am already experiencing. Today I almost called my ob and went in. Between my hip/low back and BH I'm dying over here. Finally two weeks ago my boss gave me a chair I work on my feet 10 hours a day and now even sitting hurts. My hubby gave me permission to throw in the towel when ever I need to. Not that I need permission but it's nice to that he's ready for me to take my leave when necessary. Even though we will be starting on our savings as soon as I start leave since he has to schedule his surgery to remove the rib where the cancer started.
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
Maternity leave
Sorry ladies if this has already been asked but when are you guys going on maternity leave? I was thinking about working all the way up until my due date but with my work schedule, I may take it earlier

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

My Dr gave me this today! ❤️❤️❤️
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...