

My big boy 💙 times like this i wish things were different.. i miss you Dj
Lord knows we tried to give him the best life possible. I always made sure he never looked like what he went through. I just feel so guilty at times, especially seeing Devin doing all the things dj couldn't do.. i just wanted more for him... we all did smh. Thank you for the support 🥹 @jenx
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Dj never knew a second where he wasn't loved and cherished. I know that's no consolation for what you've all gone through, but there have never been children more loved.