





I’m destroyed. I can’t sleep. I can’t think of anything else. She is kin of my kin. I never met her but I see my children and our shared relatives in her. She was taken, brutalized and discarded into a ditch. Her body found today. I can’t put together the words for how much unbridled hate I feel right for for the man who hurt her. He’s also known in my community. He’s raped before and got away with it. I found out my ex (in the musician community) knew him and excommunicated him from the studio based off red flags. People could see he was a danger but couldn’t do anything about it! I’m disgusted and distraught. My family is destroyed. I just want to kill him I want to hurt him so bad. I wish she could have been saved. This is all so fucked up and horrible!
I am so sorry you are going through this. I hate these evil people that choose to hurt innocent children and how hard it is to do anything about it until something is done. Again I’m so sorry
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
IUI Monday!!
So today I went in for my routine bloodwork and ultrasound, and found out that I have three follicles at 17mm! Plus another two at 15mm. When leaving the clinic my FS said to take another dose of gonal-f and come back tomorrow to check to see how big they got and that we would do the iui on Wednesday. Well, after getting home, taking my gonal-f and going out to shovel snow (lol) I get a call saying that I am SURGING!!! I haven't ovulated on my own, or even come close to it in years...
Oh no poor precious angel 😢 💔