Because yesterday was Eid and my oldest daughter said that she was embarrassed by me and that I should be embarrassed by myself because I have a little weakness on my left side of the body the things that I shouldn't have said came out terribly and I couldn't sleep last night because I was up thinking about him letting me and the girls go after 8 years of marriage but I know I was worng to say it... I didn't get the closure that I know that I definitely need to end this chapter
😔😔😔He just upped and left? Kids are the worst when it comes to making us parents feel guilty😒. Don't be down on yourself. It happens. I am so sorry that you are carrying that pain and hurt as well as anger inside of you. As a mom we try to keep it all together but after 8 years of a marriage I would also have a hard time holding back from saying what I feel. Give yourself some credit. You are human and you do deserve closure... 🙏🙏
@iqrahp5 depression is the devil... Try to stay strong although it may seem impossible.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

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Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
I think you'll feel better once you're distanced from his family, too. They're very toxic, they basically want to blame you for not putting up with whatever shitty behavior he had or how he mistreated you. That's really disgusting and unhealthy for you yo be around.
Unfortunately kids often lash out at mom, because they know mom will always be there for them. All of their upset feelings come out directed at you.