Because yesterday was Eid and my oldest daughter said that she was embarrassed by me and that I should be embarrassed by myself because I have a little weakness on my left side of the body the things that I shouldn't have said came out terribly and I couldn't sleep last night because I was up thinking about him letting me and the girls go after 8 years of marriage but I know I was worng to say it... I didn't get the closure that I know that I definitely need to end this chapter
😔😔😔He just upped and left? Kids are the worst when it comes to making us parents feel guilty😒. Don't be down on yourself. It happens. I am so sorry that you are carrying that pain and hurt as well as anger inside of you. As a mom we try to keep it all together but after 8 years of a marriage I would also have a hard time holding back from saying what I feel. Give yourself some credit. You are human and you do deserve closure... 🙏🙏
@iqrahp5 depression is the devil... Try to stay strong although it may seem impossible.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

Guys if I was looking at a place to rent on Craigslist and I go to click on the ad again and this pops up does that mean it's a scam?? I need to know because my boyfriend and I have been talking to the person !!
I really need to vent I really don't know what to do so as you might know I went to the hospital on Thursday to see why I was bleeding and having contractions well I found out I have an std please don't judge me I thought I was happily married we have been together for 8 years we have 3 boys and 1 on the wAy my question is what would you guys do in my situation I have my house but I don't work and well no one will hire me being preggo please help me I feel so alone I can't talk to anyone becaus...
What’s the most embarrassing thing that happened to you ladies during labor!? With both boys I pooped, but with Eliana I peed everywhere!!! I thought my water broke and the lady kept say no hunny you’re just peeing I said but it doesn’t even feel like pee it just keeps coming.... she said I can check you and see but I believe it’s just pee! She checked me and my water bag was bulging but hadn’t broke.... oddly enough I found that more embarrassing then pooping and I cried because I was so embarr...
I think you'll feel better once you're distanced from his family, too. They're very toxic, they basically want to blame you for not putting up with whatever shitty behavior he had or how he mistreated you. That's really disgusting and unhealthy for you yo be around.
Unfortunately kids often lash out at mom, because they know mom will always be there for them. All of their upset feelings come out directed at you.