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So I was debating posting this here, but I feel like I would have quite a bit of support here... So a few months ago I…

So I was debating posting this here, but I feel like I would have quite a bit of support here... So a few months ago I was diagnosed with both lupus and RA.. A couple weeks ago I went to the rhumatolgist and had further blood work.. I went yesterday for the results and on top of the lupus and RA she also diagnosed me with scleroderma and an autoimmune disease called mixed connective tissue disease.. I was okay with all of the diagnosis' until she said that the average life expectancy of the MCTD was only 6-10 years after diagnosis.. I'm not posting this for pity or for anyone to feel sorry for me, but because I feel like I would get more support on this app then I would anywhere else.. I just want to ask you ladies to keep me and my family in your prayers as we're still trying to figure this out and wrap our heads around the news.. this is going to be hard, and it hasn't actually even hit me yet, but I'm just trying to stay strong the best I can! 💔😭

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Motherhood ripped from me again...

Motherhood ripped from me again... I went for my Anatomy Scan on Friday @ 20wks. I went in expecting to find out if my baby is a boy or girl, but came out feeling like I'm going to die.

Will your Mom be in the delivery room?

Will your Mom be in the delivery room? My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a…

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have…

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?