I haven’t been on this app in months but I needed somewhere to go to vent. I literally am losing my self trying to keep my family together. Been with my boyfriend for 5 years and it’s never ever been peaches and cream. It’s always been a rocking ship. But since bringing my son into this world it has gone down hill more than ever. I’m doing everything on my own. Getting shut off notices left and right and being the one to have to figure it all out before he finds out so that I don’t have to deal with what comes from him. Recently was fired from my job last weekend bc if not having a sitter on fridays bc we both work but it’s mainly bc he wanted me too so that he doesn’t have to sit at home his two days and be a father! I worked 36 hours in just three days would come home cook and clean and take care of the baby right away and then get myself around for the night. The mental and emotional abuse I go through I’d never want any women to go through. My birthday is two weeks away and just got a shut off notice for my birthday. Well now since my unemployment hasn’t been approved yet I’m lost of words. Yesterday was a fight bc I didn’t put gas in the car for him to go to work (there was enough gas in the car) he just needed to put gas in it to make it home. I’m not a women I care about myself, stupid, dumb ass bitch,! I don’t ask for a lot from this man at all I don’t ask him to cook or clean, not one night has he put our son to bed he is 15 months old! He has given 3 baths and bitched and complained about it. And it hurts me so damn bad to want to leave but then I think of my son first that’s his father. He will miss his dad. But then I think he watches me cry Day in day out he knows mommy is hurt but then I just keep thinking of him. I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore and it’s all thanks to this boy should be a man who has ruined my life!
He won’t go, bc then he has nothing I scream to the top of lungs leave leave leave tell him if you truly not happy you can leave. Yesterday asked him multiple times why are you here and with me no answer so I kept asking and his response was bc I can be. He knows damn well he will have nothing. It’s all gonna come to a end soon
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
the amount of women who are clueless about their own anatomy is so sad and shocking. a lot of the women are older than me and have more children then I do 😳
now I understand that everyone has their own opinion on the topic and grown adults can do whatever they want with their bodies but to deny facts and make up false statements about your own anatomy when it comes to your unborn child is just so disappointing.
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Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
Leave leave leave!!! I was with the boys father for 6 years ( since i was 16) and we spilt in January and i got my own place in March! So much more stress free for sure. Mental abuse was terrible