So I am unsure what to do. I feel like such a burden where I am. See I live with my mother and her boyfriend and they take care of everything and I’m not doing shit but house work.
I was living with my grandparents caring for them full time, and I’ve always dealt with health problems that made me end up in the emergency room more times then I can count. So supporting myself has been difficult while living there I ended up meeting this man whom from the moment I saw him knew that he was the one. I fell inlove and eventually he moved in. We have a significant age difference which I do not care about but it does cause issues, his experiences in life have been pretty shitty so he gets pretty paranoid in his mind he expects I’m like every other woman he’s been with and acts like since im younger I’m not loyal... that it’s my age my generation
That I’ll not want him any more... it’s painful to hear those things because I’m the most loyal person any one would ever meet... we’ve been on and off and he is inconsistent with his intentions in us or even in life.
15 years ago he had a son and he was murdered at the age of 2. After I told him I was pregnant there was a lot of mixed emotions most of which came out negatively from him.
Eventually he moved out and I ended up moving in with my mom and her boyfriend when it got too difficult,
I have no way to support myself or my daughter. I can’t hold down a job. And I feel like I’m hitting every road block.
Her father doesn’t help, and lives an hour away...
I’m 20 and don’t even have my license
I’ve asked for help
I hardly know how to drive a car...
I want to leave I want my own life my own place for my daughter and I but I can’t get the help I need
I don’t have money to pay to get a ride
No one wants to take me any were.
I don’t want to do any government programs like WIC cause if they require me to file for child support I know he can not pay it, he doesn’t deserve the consequences that come along with that. But I know my family should not have to pay for me and my child.
Can any one give me any ideas on what to do??? This is all depressing me greatly 😭