It's very early for me (6 weeks) and I have endometriosis. I'm considered a high risk pregnancy due to increased chances of miscarriage and ectopic pregnancy. I and scheduled to have my confirmation scan on Thrusday. My entire life has always been heading towards me being a mom. But this is terrifying. I'm scared to start planning for this baby because of the high risk of it failing. I want so much to just be able to enjoy my first pregnancy, be in the back of my mind I know that something will go wrong. That's the way my life has always been. Whenever things start to look up for me, something catastrophic comes along to knock me down. I just pray that this baby is going to be my one true miracle. My one simple moment of happiness free from complication.