Help need support
As I sit here typing this through my tearsI cant control the emotions, I'm just gutted. Today I took a digital and got another BFN
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say... Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Maria Doucette·
All you ladies are SO amazing your kind words are making me tear up again. Thank you and much love to all of my bump ladies. It's official now I just got my blood test back and it's negative for this month. Going to have a chat with my doc on thurs and find out why I'm cramping so badly. Then I'm going to do like you suggested and dig down deep pull up my socks and get psyched up for Aug babies!!! Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Baby dust to all you wonderful women your the best.
deleted-user·
I hope this next cycle is the one!!! I so hope you get your bundle of joy soon :) sending bulk strength!!
deleted-user·
Sorry to hear things are so tough right now, dig deep and find your inner strength and dont give up the hope! I wish that your dreams will come true x
deleted-user·
Huni, I pray and think of you all the time, you have helped me through the good times and the bad times over the past 5 months and I am eternally grateful. Sending you big hugs!! Xxxxxxxx
deleted-user·
I'm so sorry this has been such a tough roller-coaster for you. We're here for you. Keep fighting! Hope is a very powerful thing that can sometimes make dreams come true. Good luck!
deleted-user·
Just to let u know I'm thinking of u, praying our day will come soon when we have our own babies to hold. Look after yourself, big hugs x
deleted-user·
So sorry to hear all you are struggling with. I certainly have days full of doubt and tears too. It seems that the day after a good cry I feel a renewed sense of determination. Wishing you all the best!
deleted-user·
Aww, I'm so sorry. Hugs and lots of baby dust to you.
Maria Doucette·
@beck & Excited thank you I sure hope your right Excited. I think I just need a few days to get over my sadness. Then hopefully my heart will be ready to try again. Did I mention how much I Hate BFN's.
deleted-user·
I am so sorry Hun! I just know your BFP is right around the corner! Don't give up hope and. Faith that this is going to work out very soon
deleted-user·
I'm so sorry your ttc journey has been so difficult and adding a financial difficulty on top of that just adds to your pain. I sure hope you get your bfp soon! 💒
Maria Doucette·
@ lmiller thanks I'm trying really hard not to although my post doesn't reflect that. Just having a down day with a good cry, hopefully that will help.
deleted-user·
Aww Hun. Im so sorry. Hopefully soon you will get your BFP! Don't give up.
Maria Doucette·
Thanks ladies I really appreciate that from the bottom of my heart.
deleted-user·
(((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))) im sorry i hope you get a bfp!!!!
deleted-user·
Omg sweetie I'm so sorry that ttc has been such a hardship, I 😽 u get ur well deserve BFP soon... Sending a big hug ur way