Help need support
As I sit here typing this through my tearsI cant control the emotions, I'm just gutted. Today I took a digital and got another BFN
@beck & Excited thank you I sure hope your right Excited. I think I just need a few days to get over my sadness. Then hopefully my heart will be ready to try again. Did I mention how much I Hate BFN's.
@ lmiller thanks I'm trying really hard not to although my post doesn't reflect that. Just having a down day with a good cry, hopefully that will help.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
All you ladies are SO amazing your kind words are making me tear up again. Thank you and much love to all of my bump ladies. It's official now I just got my blood test back and it's negative for this month. Going to have a chat with my doc on thurs and find out why I'm cramping so badly. Then I'm going to do like you suggested and dig down deep pull up my socks and get psyched up for Aug babies!!! Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Baby dust to all you wonderful women your the best.