frustrated
So I went to the dr earlier this week. The on call dr wasnt comfortable inducing me at 38w6d (I have low platelet counts and my reg dr decided on the induction). So at my appt, they drew blood again and my platelet counts went up by one point....so they're at 117,000 now. My reg dr was so worried last week but this week they're just like eh. Been waiting on him to call since yesterday but he hadn't called and my next appt isn't until AFTER my due date, which I'm due in Monday. Appt is Friday. I'm just confused, if they were so worried last week, why am I not being seen until after my due date??? I'm so over these drs....
It is!! I just hope that baby comes before or on my due date. I'm nervous to go over with all of my risks. Not even sure how going over would affect me
I'm also high risk and can't get an epidural or spinal if my platelets get below 100,000. Prev c section as well. And this baby shows no signs of coming...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Oh man that is frustrating! Hopefully baby decides to come soon.