
I had to share this picture of Raptor! He is still doing amazing! He has lost a little bit of weight but that's expected! Yesterday was our second time trying to breast feed and he latched and sucked!!! It was so amazing and I am so proud of him!
jenanoel, thank you your comment meant a lot to me!! he is such a happy baby and more handsome than any picture could capture! And I'm so glad that his pictures do that for you!
He latched again this morning and got a lot more milk out :) good job baby boy! The doctor was also there doing his evaluation when we got in! All amazing news. Raptor is in the top 3% for babies born at his gestational age! He's such a miracle!
Thank you ladies!
He loves to smile!! It's the cutest thing ever!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Raptor is doing GREAT!! He is off of everything (as you can see :)) except for a feeding tube and an IV!! I got discharged today so I could get to my baby boy! I got to hold him skin to skin and it was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced.
Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄
Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, to...

So I told Justin not to buy me anything for Valentine's Day because I think it's a stupid holiday. But he went ahead and bought me these beautiful Orchids, he never ceases to amaze me. I love you so much babe, Happy Valentine's Day 💕






I had an amazing weekend! My best friend took me to a Ja Rule and Ashanti concert. It was so fun. And Ja Rule sounds exactly the same as he did 20 years ago! Ashanti, well you could tell she has gotten older but she was still amazing.
Thanks ladies!
My recovery is coming along. Still not great but still getting a little better everyday which is all I can ask for. Especially with how much I've constantly been up!