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Chantilly Lace
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I'm not the same person I was 5 years ago. Apart of me died. I don't look at life the same. I wish my kids knew me…

I'm not the same person I was 5 years ago. Apart of me died. I don't look at life the same. I wish my kids knew me before my life was flipped upside down. In a matter of 8 months my whole life changed completely. It started off becoming a mommy and ended in my son being with god. Its really hard to think about. I missed all the things that iv got to experience with the girls and that breaks my heart. The first thing I wanted to hear was his cry and that cry never came.... Iv never felt so broken while trying to keep it all together. I love you so much baby. Mommy will always love you! ???????? 11/9/11-11/9/11

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deleted-user

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I am so sad to see this. I delivered my stillborn son last year also in November, and it also was the placenta problem. It was sooooo hard for me. No one can understand me unless they have the same experience. Very dark period of time. I cannot say I totally feel fine now about what happened to me, the scar will always be there. When I think about my son I want to cry. I'm carrying his little brother now. I just hope he will be healthy, strong and alive, and I can hold him in my arms!

Again, I can feel your pain, sending a big hug to you!

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chantilly-lacebb

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Thank you ladies. You all are so wonderful!

Pp I know it was someone on my friends list who made a fake profile! I mean I don't even know who they were and the whole account was new they didn't have anything no pictures no status no friends nothing and it was really low of them. Karma is a b!tch though!

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deleted-user

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He was precious OP. I am so sorry for your loss. I can not imagine how hard it has been. Hugs mama.

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Awe u are so strong. Thanks for sharing your beautiful boy and story with us!!! I can't believe someone would say such a thing. I'm so sorry for your loss he's a sweet angel

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My condolences ? I'm praying for you and your beautiful angel.

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chantilly-lacebb

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Thank you everyone! His name is Kristopher V. I'm not pregnant right now my youngest is 6 months. I'm not sure weather I'll have more or not. I want another boy for my dh. He was really so sweet this morning. He called him his son and it was really nice to hear that. Kristopher dad didn't even care about him. He bailed out on his funeral and told me a week before I lost him I should have just had an abortion bc I wasn't ready. I can't even tell you why he thought I wasnt ready since I was the one working and keeping my baby and not bailing out on him like he did.

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He's a beautiful baby! I'm so very sorry. Our son was born sleeping in December. You're right, it's something us angel moms will never get over.

Praying for you. ?

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What a strong women you are. I can't imagine the pain you have everyday. I am in tears for you. ❤️❤️ love goes out to you.

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Now this...breaks my heart. No words..prayers & blessings to you & baby.

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deleted-user

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That's just awful what she said. It's hard for me to look at your picture but I am glad you shared. It keeps his memory living on. It's good for you. Are you pregnant now? I just had my 3rd girl since losing my son.

Eta is hard for me for personal reasons, not for the reason that girl said.

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deleted-user

deleted-user

What a beautiful angel.

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deleted-user

deleted-user

He's so handsome! What is his name?

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chantilly-lacebb

Chantilly LaceМама троих детей

You did not offend at all! Thank you my dear. It helps to talk about him. I posted on fb and some girl (who I'm not even friends with) told me to "take it down bc (in her words) no one wants to see that dead baby! Wtf?!" Yea wtf is what's going through my head.. I blocked her so fast ! That was offensive your was not!

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deleted-user

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I hope I don't offend, but I just wanted you to know your son is beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story and the picture.

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chantilly-lacebb

Chantilly LaceМама троих детей

He was my first! I now have two little girls who are my absolute world. When I lost my son it was due to placental abruption. During my second pregnancy the same thing happened and my placenta ruptured again. I was already in the hospital and they were able to save my rainbow baby. My last pregnancy was an absolute breeze! I didn't even have morning sickness. They also monitored me very closely.

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deleted-user

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Was he your first too? How many children do you have now?

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chantilly-lacebb

Chantilly LaceМама троих детей

Caw I'm always here if you'd like to talk. This year I'd the hardest of them so far. He would be such a big boy now and an amazing brother I'm sure. The pain never goes away!

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deleted-user

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I'm so sorry. That's something no one should ever go through. Tonight I pray for your heart to find peace when it's ready.

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deleted-user

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I am so sorry for your loss. My son died 5 years ago too. I don't talk to many people around me about it but maybe sometime we can talk? Even though it was a long time ago the pain is the same today as it was then.

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Im so sorry. ???

Praying for you.

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I'm so sorry, mama. ?❤️

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So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away…

So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away this afternoon. I fell asleep breastfeeding. Which ive done a million times. Ladies. I know how tiring you get. I cannot stress this enough. Dont sleep with your babies!!! Kache maddox espey. I love you more than life. You were loved. My first boy my love.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?