I'm not the same person I was 5 years ago. Apart of me died. I don't look at life the same. I wish my kids knew me…
I'm not the same person I was 5 years ago. Apart of me died. I don't look at life the same. I wish my kids knew me before my life was flipped upside down. In a matter of 8 months my whole life changed completely. It started off becoming a mommy and ended in my son being with god. Its really hard to think about. I missed all the things that iv got to experience with the girls and that breaks my heart. The first thing I wanted to hear was his cry and that cry never came.... Iv never felt so broken while trying to keep it all together. I love you so much baby. Mommy will always love you! ???????? 11/9/11-11/9/11
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I am so sad to see this. I delivered my stillborn son last year also in November, and it also was the placenta problem. It was sooooo hard for me. No one can understand me unless they have the same experience. Very dark period of time. I cannot say I totally feel fine now about what happened to me, the scar will always be there. When I think about my son I want to cry. I'm carrying his little brother now. I just hope he will be healthy, strong and alive, and I can hold him in my arms!
Again, I can feel your pain, sending a big hug to you!
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