Wow, so much pain, im sorry girl

Bless your heart I just wanna give you a big hug . reading this tore me up in the inside and from everything you been through it’s completely normal feeling the need to keep your happiness and feeling at a distance !! Just pray about it and somehow learn to enjoy this pregnancy little by little . And also talk talk talk talk don’t keep these feeling inside talking about it and getting that boost of encouragement could make things go alil bit smoother until your able to just breathe again . ❤️❤️

Just think of it like this -- think of it as your baby come back to you. It didn't work the first time, there were complications, but now your baby is back and she/he needs you desperately. Your baby loved you before you even knew you were pregnant. You got a second chance. Don't miss out. ❤

God I understand and eventhough I'm not wasn't nearly as far as you when I post my last......I get it. It's just a natural thing to protect your heart now.....self preservation. And it's taken me this entire 15 weeks to get as close to letting my guard down as possible. Yet, genetics are perfect, ultrasounds are normal I still worry every single day about what if. However, I've come to realize that I have to put a small part of that worry in the back of my mind so that my son can feel all the internal love that he should and so that I can enjoy my pregnancy and it not slip past and I'm like damn, i missed out. Easier said than done, but if you have faith in God.....this is just how it works and you have to just trust him.😘

@crystalhealing thank you this ment a lot to me crystal

I don’t think anyone blames you for having these feelings. What you went through was a nightmare. I know I’ll never forget it bc I was pregnant at the same time and seeing how quickly a normal pregnancy could take a turn for the worst really opened my eyes too. Even after having a MC myself, it was early and nothing even close to what you went through. I think I looked at that pic of you holding serenity a dozen times, just wishing I could hug and comfort you.

You’re probably going to have these fears throughout your pregnancy but just know I will be here to listen and help remind you it’s in God’s hands. You just have to put faith in him and do whatever you can to keep your mind strong until delivery. 🙏🏻

If you aren’t comfortable diving into the baby section yet, don’t put too much pressure on yourself. You’ve got plenty of time. Once you start seeing your Dr every two weeks, then every week, I think your mind will be more at ease because you won’t have to wait so long during check ups.

Keep your head up love! ☺️💖

I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that. I can’t understand it truly because I’ve not experienced it! You are very strong. You don’t have to shop or pick out names just wait until you see her breathing and in your arms, I’m sure all the gifts and names will come. I pray God will bless your womb to keep Baby alive and strong until the day she arrives because you got it from there to take care of her HE knows that, I pray he continues to give you strength and also peace❤️, through the name of Jesus we pray!

Don't feel guilty at all about how you are feeling right now. I lost a baby 6 months before I got pregnant with my DD and it took me two years to finally stop crying over it. I think how you're feeling is totally normal and I know that it doesn't mean you don't love her want this baby. It's normal to have fear after going through something so traumatizing and sad, you're scared and that's understandable. Like @_mommy_17 just pray pray pray.

Just pray pray pray !!!! 💙 not once constantly pray for your babygirl . I pray that God covers you and your babygirl in his holy and precious blood ! And that he allows your body to carry and deliver a beautiful and healthy babygirl !🎀👣