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Kimberlee(Moonlily) Ames

I've got a lot to say and a bunch more to get off my chest so let's begin at the very beginning of where my problems…

I've got a lot to say and a bunch more to get off my chest so let's begin at the very beginning of where my problems began.

When I was 7 I started my menstrual. This was not normal at all. It lasted for 10 days. At first it was normal and everything was fine. Then I turned 13. My life was stressed. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and the doctors put me on every pill imaginably to control it. I was even on birth control. My menstruation cycle ever since has been irregular. So has my ovulation day. It started out regular and normal. Then after taking medicine perscribed by the doctors and birth control ,I started getting really bad cramps.

I mean bad ! It hurt my stomach so bad I could barely move. It was excruciating. I felt like something was trying to tear my insides out.

Then my parents decided it was bad enough for me to immediately go to the E.R. At this time I was 16 and I had been getting sick a lot.

And I was also in Florida. The doctors gave me an I.V of pain medicine and hurried me to the ultrasound room immediately upon arrival. They thought I was in labor.. Me at the time I was still a virgin. And then they made a horrifying discovery. My ovaries had golf ball sized Cysts on them. And one of them had ruptured. They decided that they were gonna increase my birth control dosage and give me lortabs for the pain and with anitbiotic antiinflammatory medicine to help prevent infection.

Now years later I have had 2 miscarriages and find out that I actually have PCOS.

I know nothing about this disease and have an appointment with my Gynaecologist this Friday to find out what's going on.

Anyone else think something is up that may be worse or am I over thinking this?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?