I can't help being scared. I'm trying not to. I've been trying to distract myself by cleaning my house to get ready. But…

I can't help being scared. I'm trying not to. I've been trying to distract myself by cleaning my house to get ready. But now I'm crying cause I'm scared and I can't do things by myself. I had an appointment yesterday. My blood pressure was high again. The fluid around the baby was low. Because of this my doctor wanted to run some blood work and see me back Friday. He also told me not to eat anything after midnight just in case they have to do a c section that day. I'm 37 weeks today. I know that's not super early but it's still early. Plus I wanted a VBAC so bad. And I'm worried about my baby.im not sure what low fluid can mean but I've been told that associated with high blood pressure it isn't good at all. I'm scared. My family is all excited cause the baby may come Friday but I can't help but be bitter about their excitement cause I'm just worried and scared.