So I could really use some input. I tried 7 years to have my little girl and when I got pregnant I ended up with…
So I could really use some input. I tried 7 years to have my little girl and when I got pregnant I ended up with incompetent cervix so had her at 27 weeks 2.6 lbs and 4 long months at Riley. Healthy and happy now she is getting ready to be 2 and husband is PUSHING for #2. I don't know what to do. I'm a stay at home mom so got time but know it will be high risk whole pregnancy with a mommies girl that I won't be able to pick up. Hard for her and me. Not only that but my fear is that ( I know it's crazy) I won't feel the same about the next child. My daughter is my life! All day every day it's all about her. I always wanted 2 and I don't want her to be lonely but I don't have that pull like I did before she was born. I cried and prayed every night for her, now I'm full of fear. She only made it bc I was a paranoid mom that went in for everything or I would have lost her at 25 weeks. Doctors say they can do different things to help of course to hopefully get me to at least 37 weeks. It's more then that. I don't want to loss that connection between me and my daughter, or heaven forbid ever think to myself (I should have just had one). Why don't I have the baby fever like my husband so clearly does and what do I do? Does anyone know how I feel or have any advice?