Im adopted and had met my biological cousin back in 2014.. for about 3mos. One of the only sane ones in my biological family .. was like a big brother to me❤️❤️ i lost contact, no number no fb nothing when i seen he recently came back on fb he died the next day!! I feel bad cause i hadnt spoke or tried to look for him in 4 years & the day I knew he was back I didnt reach out.... I havent been able to do funerals since my mom died 👎🏾 but I want to visit his headstone ofc... am I an all around bad person 😢😢