I find myself thinking lately, what if I never told my ex about my pregnancy, I'd be so much happier. ND I know that makes me a bitch but he really put me through so much 3 years straight but Now I'm obsessing over it , if i didn't give him so much chances, he'd been out my life and it would just be me and Kai. But I didn't I can't go back in time . So it's not worth thinking about.*sigh*
@wonder_mommie89 I try to remind myself there's no point in regretting what you have no control over . It just sucks . I just feel trapped in this part of my life with him ND I'm constantly looking for a escape
I hear ya girl. I wish i would've kept mine shut whats annoying is that he dont wanna see my son his mom does but she makes him see him and what not
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Racial nickname
I sometimes call my lo monkey. To me he looks like a little monkey. My so says it's racist and offensive. What do you think?
So last night my husband pretty much told me that if I don't have sex with him that he would cheat on me....I was like wtf. I was like you would seriously cheat on your pregnant wife?! I also told him that if he cheats on me I will NOT hesitate to file for divorce. I don't need my girls growing up thinking that cheating is ok. This was after we tried to have sex but it hurt too much so I told him to stop. When it comes to sex my husband only thinks about himself lately!!!! 😒😒😒😒
traumatized
I cannot stop thinking about baby Brianna. I can't get it out if my mind. Nothing I've ever come across has disturbed me so much
i'm getting my baby circumcised tomorrow & it makes me so sad. i want to do it but i don't want to see him hurting :( makes me cry every time i think about it
@mamabear22 true. It know what you mean it really does suck