I can feel ptsd stuff setting in as I process what happened on Saturday. Watching Joshua disappear underneath the car was terrifying and surreal. I keep expecting to break down and I haven't. I'm terrified of sleeping because I don't want to dream about it. I can't seem to remember exact moments. I can picture them happening but they don't feel like memories. It just feels like some imaginary scenario. Like when I had bad postpartum depression and anxiety and I was scared that I would put him in the dryer while I was doing laundry. Same level of emotion. I don't know what to do with it. I feel like there should be some huge difference in how I feel and how I act but it feels the same. I think. I don't even know anymore. He had a bruise on his forehead from the bumper and then the scrape on his back and his head. It feels like he got a little buzz cut in one spot only. It's all starting to peel, too. But he doesn't seem to notice. To think that the CT scam was probably more traumatizing to him than being dragged under a car. Thankfully I already have therapy twice a week so I'll be able to process it in a safe environment and hopefully not revert to self destructive coping skills.
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@mommysbabies, she doesn't live around here but her mom and I have talked. To be honest, I hadn't even thought about medical bills. We have pretty good insurance, so it's unlikely that they would be anything significant.
Has the woman come to check on him at all and I hope she is paying for his hospital bills least she can do glad he is ok
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
AF due 29th, anyone else?
Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
I find it pretty hilarious how people who have shown their true colors on social media snake away, delete the posts that outed them and come back on social media like nothing happened. Why do that, you outed yourself, so stay out. We still see you boo boo...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
@marzuniversal, still if she would have been paying more attention you wouldn't have those bills I know there are tons of kids around this neighborhood and my moms so I know I need to be extra careful my neighborhood especially because these parents don't watch their kids glad he is healing nicely try and find something that relaxes you through because he can feel your stress