I feel like a failure. I am just so sick of pain, and doctors, and not being able to be the mom I want to be.. and having to work all the time and I feel like I never see my baby, and she cries every time I have to leave. I went back to work on Sunday and Lilly has literally spent every night at my moms this week because I work so damn early in the mornings. I see her for a few hours after work and have to bring her back to my mom so I don't have to rip her out of bed at 2 or 3 am to drop her off before work. Her dad works the same hours. One day it could be a meet time of 2am, the next 5:30, I never really know until I have my schedule but it's different everyday. I wish I could just stay home with my baby. 😭& my doctors could just do something to help the pain. I know I will eventrually have to have the big surgery I am terrified of but I don't know how we will survive financially if i have to take 6-8 months off work 💔
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need suggestions....
So at work we have a drink thief. Any time we put a drink in the fridge it disappears. I swear I know who it is. So far he's taken drinks from everyone that works in the office, we even put a sign to not take anything you didn't pay for and wrote our names on the drinks. The person I think is taking them works out of the office so we never get to see who is drinking them.
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
Will your Mom be in the delivery room?
My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I have a mass on my liver it's benign but they are going to have to remove it they tried a small surgery to just burn the vessels surrounding it but it hasn't done anything to decrease the pain and they took out my gall bladder. If they remove it I will have an incision from my sternum all the way across my chest to my side under my ribs. They said it would take about 14 hours for the surgery and I would need drainage tubes afterwards and I'll be off work a long time. They have to remove a big portion of my liver along with the mass.