I feel like a failure. I am just so sick of pain, and doctors, and not being able to be the mom I want to be.. and having to work all the time and I feel like I never see my baby, and she cries every time I have to leave. I went back to work on Sunday and Lilly has literally spent every night at my moms this week because I work so damn early in the mornings. I see her for a few hours after work and have to bring her back to my mom so I don't have to rip her out of bed at 2 or 3 am to drop her off before work. Her dad works the same hours. One day it could be a meet time of 2am, the next 5:30, I never really know until I have my schedule but it's different everyday. I wish I could just stay home with my baby. 😭& my doctors could just do something to help the pain. I know I will eventrually have to have the big surgery I am terrified of but I don't know how we will survive financially if i have to take 6-8 months off work 💔
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

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Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
I have a mass on my liver it's benign but they are going to have to remove it they tried a small surgery to just burn the vessels surrounding it but it hasn't done anything to decrease the pain and they took out my gall bladder. If they remove it I will have an incision from my sternum all the way across my chest to my side under my ribs. They said it would take about 14 hours for the surgery and I would need drainage tubes afterwards and I'll be off work a long time. They have to remove a big portion of my liver along with the mass.