Yeah i know i just wish i didnt feel that way my son sometimes is the only light that keeps me here

@kimberlysilvarabell84, most definitely it's understandable why you feel that way

@nmc95 i know i just have to be strong i start seeing a psychiatrist on the 27th been seeing a therapist because there are days when i get so down that i think everyone would be better off with out me

@kimberlysilvarabell84, oh my goodness. That's a lot of weight on your shoulders right now. It would be nice for some other help. In the long run you're going to be blessed because you're taking care of your mother. You may not see it now but in due time you will

@nmc95 yeah it is tough and when my mom goes in for surgery for her back this year she has a 30% chance shes going to walk after wards and a 70% chance shes not going to be able too i will become her full time care taker and the state will pay me to take care of her i am hoping that will help the matter cause right now all i get out of the matter is a vechile that i get to use but if i dont do what needs to be done they will take it away i have been looking at places to rent closer but yeah rent is like 650 and up in some places its ridiculous but yeah the house is mine when my parents are gone but we need our own place soon because my SO is selling her house instead of letting SO and me take it bad neighborhood cant even let our son play outside because he looks white his mom.has even had some one hit her in the face with a froozen egg

@kimberlysilvarabell84, oh wow yeah that's tough

My little sister could do no wrong and now that we are older my mom is now figuring out that she is a liar and conceded and only cares about herself because i have been the one that came home and took care of her when she had surgery on her knee and took care of my 3 month old son in the process i am also the one that does everything my mom cant do anymore because she cant handle standing in one place anymore or going up and down stairs i cook clean wash clothes was dishes and take care of my one year old which my SO other hates the fact that i do so much for my mom and never get a chance to go see his mom

We were treated pretty much equal. Now my brother is a published author and I'm divorced single mom still living with them. I'm not sure what they think now but I gave them their first grandchild 😂

@mommiesaremagical14, oh wow

@nmc95 yeah, I mean I was always her baby but she made sure she had equal time for us both, same punishment, same rules etc.. she was set in her way on how she wanted us to be but my sister and I turned out to be completely opposite.

Yep

@mommiesaremagical14, see that's what I like to hear. Everyone was treated equally

@skylarsmama4417, yeah that explains a lot

I'm the youngest and my mom treated us equally. Although looking back my sister could have probably used more structure and discipline.

@nmc95, mine probably has to do with cos my sister was adopted by my dad so was he more lenient to her.

@tiredmom, really? My parents are the exact opposite with my little brother lol. They were more strict with my older brother and I than with my little brother

@skylarsmama4417, oh wow that's crazy.

I'm the youngest. I literally wasn't aloud to have friends or leave the house for any reason other than school. My older brother and sister were aloud to do anything at all

@nmc95, lol. I know but my sister was the type that every time she got in trouble she'd "run away and never come back" during her teen years so whenever she started yelling, my parents yelled at me. 😅😅😅

@skylarsmama4417, really??? That's reverse of what usually happens lol

I am the youngest sibling and I got in trouble for EVERYTHING. even if it was my sisters fault.