So Thursday I went in for my normal biweekly appointment (Mondays and Thursdays). Doctor totally hated my blood pressure (152/106) and sent me to women's health to be monitored. I wound up spending the night hooked up to the baby monitor and blood pressure cuff. My beautiful and beloved daughter stayed with me and slept in the rocking chair and the couch back and forth even though she's 38 weeks and couldn't have been comfortable.
Friday morning doctor decided that if my top numbers will hold 150s or below I can make it this week. (I turn 37 weeks on Thursday) but if the top numbers hit 160 I'm done and having baby, same if bottom number hits 110. So he sent me home with my meds (Labetalol) and strict bed rest and told me to bring my bags on Monday because he's not monitoring again, if it's up again on Monday baby Clara is coming out.
As happy as I am to be at the end of this pregnancy I can't help feeling like I am letting my daughter down being unable to make it to 40 weeks.