So i just want to throw a little about me out to you guys right now
Im almost 22 with my first daughter (18months) her father and I havent been together for like 8 months now. We have a lot of problems in our relationship that need to be fixed but idk if it ever will be. From verbally abusing eachother physical abuse emotional abuse. Ive left him 4 times and i think he hates me for it. Or holds a grudge for it. But i left him because of his abuse i couldnt stick it out..every time i left it was because i was done and couldnt take it anymore. This time has been the longest we been apart and i just want my family back.. Idk hoa he feels..he says things sometimes but we never really sit and discuss how we feel to each other. Im just wondering am i crazy for feeling like i want to try again. I know its hard for yall to know because you dont know the whole story...everyone i know tells me to leave him alone and get child support and all i think is i just want my daughter to grow up with happy parents