I feel like I am going through a mental breakdown. No ..not because of my child..but because of my relationship. I feel like there is nothing I can do to possibly tell him how I feel. Every time I try I end up in tears. Like you really don't realize how deep it is. To the point where I swear I just want to crawl up under a rock and die. 😥this can't be PPD. I had my baby 7 mos ago. :(