Does anyone here have experience with dissociation and depersonalization? It's a stress response for me and it seems to be getting worse and it scares me. What if I do something that makes it so I can't take care of my son? What if I don't notice him crying? What if I just walk out and leave? I have virtually no control over my actions during severe episodes. I'm scared to be left alone with my own baby.
@shellymakuk93, my husband lives with me. He works nights though. Is. Probably end up having my MIL come down for awhile
When i have hard times my boyfriend has to be the one to step up more.
@shellymakuk93, I just got out of a hospitalization for a med interaction but it's so much harder to deal with the dissociation now. I see a therapist once a week, an adult rehab mental health worker once a week and I have a social worker and my mom is a therapist. Im getting help. But I need more tips for in the moment.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
AF due 29th, anyone else?
Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
Thatll help