Does anyone here have experience with dissociation and depersonalization? It's a stress response for me and it seems to be getting worse and it scares me. What if I do something that makes it so I can't take care of my son? What if I don't notice him crying? What if I just walk out and leave? I have virtually no control over my actions during severe episodes. I'm scared to be left alone with my own baby.
@shellymakuk93, my husband lives with me. He works nights though. Is. Probably end up having my MIL come down for awhile
When i have hard times my boyfriend has to be the one to step up more.
@shellymakuk93, I just got out of a hospitalization for a med interaction but it's so much harder to deal with the dissociation now. I see a therapist once a week, an adult rehab mental health worker once a week and I have a social worker and my mom is a therapist. Im getting help. But I need more tips for in the moment.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Omg I need to vent something weird just happened.... I'm scared because I thought it would never happen. I was in a deep sleep dreaming about ice cream and then all of a sudden I'm feeling wet spots on my neck thinking my fiancé's cat was in the room so I brushed it off. What scared me was then I felt something between my legs not bothered by it. Then all of a sudden I wake up to a twinge in my vagina only to see my fiancé is fucking me in my sleep I wake and was like scared. So I don't say noth...
I guess sharing my personal info on here means having it used against me in a personal disagreement yes I was raped and no you have no right to use my daughter against me as a personal jab
im so scared to have another baby omg. or am i scared what other ppl will think having my babies back to back
my baby daddy's ex wife works at the hospital I'm having my daughter she is just a cleaning lady she tell me they let her move the babies around I'm scared this women will take my baby she even tells me if I have my baby early she could see her ever day .. my doctor only delivers at this hospital I don't know what to do . this is why I don't want to have my baby early ..
Thatll help