I'm a young (19, 20 in March) FTM.
My fiancé and I welcomed our daughter into the world 12/16/2016. I love our little family life so much.. it's just been hard this year. We got our first apartment in January of last year, and in August we had to move because we couldn't afford rent anymore after I stopped working while pregnant (my work gave me a hard time) and he lost a job due to our car breaking down and not having transportation. Now, we just moved in with my dad because I couldn't take staying with his grandmother anymore after how she talked a lot of crap behind my back because she didn't like that I was "picky" with people regarding their cleanliness when holding my daughter. I'm so much happier here, I just feel more like he spends more time playing his stupid NBA 2K17 on his Xbox than he does helping me with our daughter. I understand he can only help feeding when I have pumped milk for her, but I feel like I do all the changes and anything else you can think of. He started work yesterday and I don't feel the need to wake him to change her every time we have a night feeding.. I just want him to at least be more involved through the day like changing her without me having to ask or waiting for me to take her when her diaper is dirty.. or when she cries try seeing if it's anything else other than her wanting to breastfeed instead of talking to her telling her not to cry. I just feel so unappreciated,sensitive, and like a lard ass. I just wanna feel appreciated and that at least he thinks I don't look like as hideous as I feel.
He never says anything mean toward me, I just feel he cares more about his football games, and Xbox than he does our relationship. 😢