i am almost at the end here... hopefully... this constant discomfort and being weighed down in more ways than one is starting to drive me crazy... this is my first child... i live with my bf and we both work... im on leave at the.moment and trying to make sure i got most stuff ready... the thing is... my bf keeps making it a point to drink when i have asked him not to... he drinks until he goes to sleep which can vary on the intake... he favors beer and drinks the 32 oz up to maybe 3 or 4... i let him do it because he kinda freaks out if i get mad... i get mad because he doesnt get that its a problem... we used to drink together before i found out i was preg and it was getting out of hand... we had past trouble because of alcohol and he thinks hes in control... but i let it go long enough and he starts drinking more and more often... then the fighting and he trys to say sorry and go back to one or two... then it starts over... lately he has started to get violent throwing things at me when we fight about it and he doesnt understand why i make a big deal about it if hes not soing anything... its like he cant not have a drink... i mean he throws it in my face that he does everything and whats wrong with enjoying.a drink and if i had given birth i would be drinking.too... i keep telling him that i would not.have time for that and if i did it would take away from me being a mother... he says im upset because i cant drink... i know i can't drink but i could if i really wanted to i just choose not to... i het upset because i need his help to get ready.and i dont want him to drive me to the hospital when the.moment comes if he's been drinking... im getting to the.point that i dont.think he'll change even after birth even though he tells me he'll quit and. i dont like the fact that hes getting more violent... he hasnt hit me but he has started to throw things and he'll spend the rest of our. money drinking then the next morning he'll still be distant... all i want.is for him to be there for our baby and me...