that's true,I be feeling the same way.. we can't give up though and sometimes it's not just giving up its like letting go for the moment and letting God...thats crazy cause that happened to me last year I was like eff it you know and started focusing on something else and time I did that I ended up pregnant but I lost it..trust me I know what your going thru easier said than done,sorry so long

You will have kids but just on gods timing. Trust me I don't have any yet but you gotta have hope and wait and not even think of it and it will come