I swear he makes my day!

My SS came over and first thing he did was hug me and said happy Mother's Day! I swear I cried when I went to lay down in bed, I literally just walked in the door from an hour walk, I took off my shoes and I hear a knock it's him and grandpa Phil lol and I swear this boy is amazing lol.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

It's been a week

since we laid Vincent to rest. Walking by mirrors and my bump not being there, not feeling him move, he's not in there anymore, but he's not with me. I keep getting his scent sometimes throughout the day.

I think my baby making is over. I am on day 14 and negative on ovulation tester.

I've lost over 100 lbs by walking 4 miles a day and now I'm pregnant. I know it is expected that I'll gain a few pounds, but do you ladies think walking 4 miles is excessive now?