well ... its been an exciting weekend... my cousin had to have an emergency c section after being induced Thursday night she had a umbilical cord prolapse... and then they found out the baby also some how got 3 knots in her cord... my shower only having some of the people that said they were coming came.. (still was a good day) .... then we found out Sunday around 1pm... my husbands' 94 year old grandfather had fallen... on Saturday night outside and wasn't found until Sunday at 1pm... he has broken a bone in his neck that is now putting pressure on his windpipe.... (here's the kicker) his wife died nearly 15 years ago ... he also has a pace maker that is on its last leg......he told the doctors please don't do anything heroic for me... I'm ready to go if its my time... so thinking he would fight we haven't gone to see him (granted it's a 3 hour drive) I get a phone call at 2 that he is only getting 50% oxygen into his blood and he has become unresponsive and when he is awake... he isn't there.... so I haven't been to sleep since then..... I'm sad to think that my son is so close to being here in our arms... but yet he will never know his Great grampa Clifford..... prayers would be amazing right now....