my hAppy boy

im at my breaking point im so hurt he broke my heart

my guy ignores me what can I do

I feel like the worst mom in the world I cant control my tears I was clipping my babys toe tails and he pulled away when I started to clip down and it pulled the whole nail off its not bleeding and he didn't cry but I feel so bad

omg tonight is tough my baby boy is deaf and there is a big storm out side and every time it thunders he feels it in his crib and screams needless to say baby boy is sleeping with his momma tonight.

I think we will be switching to formula today I have been pumping ever hour and a half just to make enough for one feeding my nipples are cracked and bruised.

my whole world

so im a exclusively pumping mom my son gets only breastmilk until yesterday I havnt been making enough so I gave him similac supplement and he had an allergic reaction anyone els have their child allergic to formula?

hwy moms I exclusively pump due to the fact my son was born with a cleft pallet the past two days my supply has decreased substantially I pump every three hours and hardly get 4 ounces all together.

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