idk if its because i just had my daughter. but i feel empty. somethings missing. so many things running threw my mind i really hope this isnt pp depression kicking in beacuse its seriously the last thing i need. i hate my body. i am so huge even tho ive gotten almost back down to pre pregnancy weight in a week after having her. i just cannot even look in the mirror without crying. i worry about not having sex. these females these days give zero fucks if a man has a family. i know he isnt like that and respects me 100% but i just cant help it. whats wrong with me ):
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tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it .
on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I know Scarlett is always with me, but I just have to take comfort in the little things, and having her handprint on my heart is something I will cherish ❤️
being on bed rest for preterm labor kind of sucks. I never had any problems with my first son besides getting really fat. but I feel like I can't do anything. #1 its way to painful for me to even do small things #2 I feel like our roommates and everyone else just looks at me like I'm lazy.. :P #3 I feel so helpless. .. doctor said no going for walks. no sex. no cleaning. no nothing. just have to be in bed or on the couch.