still at hospital .. just saw my husband's history on his tablet .. he's been watching porn.. I thought I would be okay.…

whats wrong with watching porn ? dont all guys watch porn especially now since u could watch on cell phnes

She doesn't like her husband watching it @babygirl10-11

U don't need anything to make u upset right now love...

It's more of denial part and then fact he couldn't have sex with me for almost a year because of all the meds he was taking and he couldn't get a hard on... but now that he can. he uses porn instead of his own wife who has to wait till he ready to have sex with me.. @babygirl10-11

I'm trying not to be upset but.. I'm so uncomfortable in my own body. I don't feel sexy. . and now this makes me feel worse.. @despicablerenee

o now that would make me mad to

I felt the same way...I felt disgusting to be honest...this is the most important time for him to show u that he believes u are beautiful...

my guy watches porn too... he used his sisters ipad once and she went through the history and was like "OMG you watched Farrah!? the teen mom!?" and I made the comment "hmm I thought you didn't like 'baby mamas'" (he's told me before my pregnancy that he don't like women who've had kids) and his response was "well she ain't my baby mama!" that hurt my feelings.. he also watches red head porn bc he reminds me that he's not attracted to blondes... (I'm blonde).. :(

@pilancobaby, please do not stress your self!

I know how you feel hun... I feel like he isn't attacked to Me anymore. . I don't know what to do.. I'm just crying here in my hospital room.. @kasieerin

@mommyandjonford, I'm trying not to... I just want to hit him or scream.. or run..

I'm sure you've told him but tell him again that's it's a big no to you. especially since it makes you feel less as a woman he doesn't have any real need to watch it guys who don't have a women who doesn't want to sex, guys who are single, but guys who have gfs and wives yeah nope that stage of their life is over

I find porn to be disrespectful. doesn't matter to me if he's never going to meet the girls in the video it's still weird if u think about it

sorry you're hurting and feeling insecure. you're beautiful mama. he just seems to forget that.

@polancobaby, I've too been there and he thinks I'm annoying when I try to explain to him why it hurts my feelings.. I don't fit in my normal sexy underwear anymore it's hard to try to be "sexy" for him.. I've not gained alot of weight but I notice it so I feel he notices it.. and I've gotten stretch marks down there and on my tummy and I feel like my lady isn't as "pretty" anymore.. so I have all these insecurities and he doesn't compliment me nor act like he wants to have sex with me anymore... and he tells me all the time "the baby is going to stretch you out so bad! it's never going to be the same" makes my feel real shitty like he's not going to love me because my body changes.. I've spent alot of nights crying right next to him in bed and he rolls over away from me and tells me to shut up that hes trying to sleep after he gets out of the shower.. and he reminds me that he uses my hair conditioner...

oh no hun. idk how you do it .. I'm crying for you here hun.. no man should treat there child mother like that ever... @kasieerin

@polancobaby, yeah... it's getting a little better but I'm all trying to have sex over here to put me in labor and he's avoiding me...

wow... I think my husband was avoiding that too. even though I'm in the hospital which doctors don't know why I bleed... but I miss the way my husband and I were in the beginning. . it was always any second we could do it we would.. I loved it.. now.. it's nothing like that...

@kasieerin,

@despicablerenee, that what I told him. . and he's like I told you yesterday how many that u are beautiful. . he just doesn't get it..

@mamaash, i complete area with you. like if he wants to watch it with me.. fine we can do that to spice up our relationship or our sex life.. but ugh.. idk what to do..