Sometimes I wonder if ( babys father) was around would it be better but then I remember the anxiety attacks, sleepless nights, headaches, and debit due to his childish ways and realize God saved me from a mess and the only good is my little bundle. Its just better to dream than live a nightmare, and hell Im the provider anyway!!
@bigmommaflo, Same here life partner sounds better you stay at ur house I stay at mine. Help me out from time to time and we just keep it simple
lmao same here. my plan is to work on this independency once more when baby is here and play here and there BC ugh... I have needs and I don't need the heartbreak that comes with it. I think there's a way to find a balance. hopefully lol
@bigmommaflo, Yes Lord I only miss a man when Im horny other than that not so much.....lol
girl, who you telling.. it gets hard from time to time, but the reminders set you straight. lol
@bigmommaflo, I see women post about being married and blah blah, Im sorry I was married 8yrs the worse got divorced was extremly happy. The things women allow men to do yo them be it verbal or just ignore them its not worth it, u can do good by urself😉
yes girl...we are so much better without them. takes a strong woman to walk away from it and not stick around just to have somebody.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I think if we both put it out there on the table then no one gets hurt.