
This month on the 18th I will be 9 months sober. My daughter Lyric is my angel. She was sent from the universe to save me. She is the number 1 reason why I stay clean and she holds me accountable. For example, the other day I had a very powerful urge to buy a pack of cigarettes and start smoking again. I kept thinking just 1 or 2 can't hurt. But I decided to research the affects of smoking and nicotine while breastfeeding and decided that the health of my little girl is way more important than my desire for a nicotine fix.
Thank you baby girl for saving me from the harm I was causing in my life and for showing me a strong path to sobriety. I am so thankful to be alive and safe today, with a healthy baby girl who is about to be a month old.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

Baby girl decided it was her time before we could make our decision. Thanks for all your love and prayers. My little princess now became my little angel. 😭👶🙏👼

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
My baby girl couldn't wait for June 8th to be born. She decided to come this morning🤗😊😍
#blessed
💓💓💓💓 im a year & two weeks sober this month!!! I'm proud of u friend