went to go see my son yesterday and I can't stop thinking about how he acted. He completely ignored me, refused to speak to me and wouldn't hug me. I sat there for hours crying my eyes out. didn't know a 2 year old could break my heart
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Racial nickname I sometimes call my lo monkey. To me he looks like a little monkey. My so says it's racist and offensive. What do you think?
i finally let him do it I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates seeing me cover my face with make up when I can just wear mascara and eyeliner. He says it makes me look fake and he said he's not saying it to be mean, hes saying it because he cares. Im glad he's real with me. He says I have natural beauty. He says he doesn't like it when I dye my hair or wear make up because he loves my natural beauty. I know some girls feel as though that they need make up but they don't. Make up to me is just to do it for fun and sometimes when I feel insecure. Hes the only man that has made me feel beautiful without my hair straightened, without make up on and in my baggy clothes. I can burp in front of him, I can do weird things in front of him, etc. He has taught me so many things in the last (almost) 3 years and im so grateful for him. He taught me how to make pork chops and steaks, how to play some videogames, how to make white rice, how to budget, etc.
Myia·
Мама двоих (младенец)
That's probably what it is is me being emotional as well but I hadn't seen him in days it hurt so bad because I missed him so much @ehq
Myia·
Мама двоих (младенец)
I get that. but I just pushed a baby out for another couple and although I don't regret it or want their baby I miss the feeling of cuddling with a newborn and everything so that's why I thought it was emotions for me. @ehq
Lucia Cordero·
Мама сына (4 года), беременна (29 нед.)
was this your first time being away from him? unless he doesn't know, he might think your away from him with the new baby and he's in his feelings right now. talk to him about . everything ypure feeling. I know he's 2 but he's smart and he should understand in his own little way. I talk to izayah about how it will be when his sister comes and how I will stay at the hospital and won't see him at night just to prepare him.
Myia·
Мама двоих (младенец)
it's ok I didn't expect to still have the blues lol @ehq This is pretty much the first time. he visited me in the hospital when the baby was gone and I tried to explain that he left with someone else. but I might need to talk to him again. You might be right @lucyyxoxo_
Lucia Cordero·
Мама сына (4 года), беременна (29 нед.)
once you get back into your normal routine and he knows he's still you're one and only both of you will be ok. he needs you as much as you need him right now.
Myia·
Мама двоих (младенец)
Thank you hope you're right @lucyyxoxo_