so today's been a nesting day kind of... I've been so crampy and I noticed a little bit of blood this morning(not enough to even consider) so I put a pad on and continued cleaning... now I'm still crampy.. BP is still high..been high all day and I just want to go to bed. my 10 month old has been on a roll today. .. he must be cutting a tooth because he is so mean and fussy lol. little personality is so funny though. I see my doctor in the am at 9 30 then I go to high risk at 12:30 I'm just hoping one of them admit me and do my c section.. maintaining my life right now is hard. I'm constantly stressed, can't care for my 10 month old as good as I'd like too. my mood swings are redoculous... I'm just ready. plus I'm worried about something going wrong with this blood pressure and I believe cervical changes.. can't deliver vaginally so a dilating cervix to me is no good. hm. ugh.