Melody has gone for post mortem today, it'll take a few days, I know it doesn't sound very much interesting or exciting. But that means I'll get to see her on Thursday. I've bought so many clothes and other bathing items and I can't wait to hold my Melody again. This time, I'm going to read and sing to her. Just like old times...
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you can never have enough cuddles, I'm sure your little angel knows exactly how much you love her x
Thank you @heavenscent83 , I think the "hug and cuddles" bag is nearly full with all the hugs I get from all you :)
I'm pretty much still I'm grief but I decided to channel the sadness to writing letters to my Melody which helped me in a sense because I didn't get a lot of chance to tell her how much I love her... @tam443 xx
so heartbreaking, thinking of you and sending cuddles to your beautiful angel xx
Ah, so many hugs from lovely ladies. Melody and I are truly blessed to have you ladies here @charliebrown89 @baby316 xx
Thank you @charliebrown89 ! I'll let her know you send massive love and hugs.. xx
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Thank you @heavenscent83 I hope I'm these few weeks, I can be a good mother to her before her funeral. I hate goodbyes. especially when you know it's definite this time and I won't get to hold her ever again. xx