I've been an only child my entire life. I never had many friends. and the ones I did have took advantage of me and never were true friends. I met my solemate about 3 years ago. 5 months ago we had our daughter. Owls I was adopted so I never had a real strong bond with my parents. my daughter has opened my eyes to a kind of love I never knew ewe existed. The pure joy and happiness I feel even looking at her just makes everything OK. and now that she's 5 months she's a total mommies girl and when she sees me this is the face I get. I love her soo much. being a mommy is the best thing to have ever happened to me. people say I made a mistake keeping her because me and her father are not married (yet) I say that because we were just starting to plan outer wedding when I found out I was 7 weeks pregnant. but she has given us so much joy that our bond is so much stronger. sorry for the rant. I just wanted to share my story because I know you mommies will understand exactly where I'm coming from. :)